901
01:02:56,230 --> 01:02:59,107
YES, THOUGH I TRIED
TO KEEP HIM,
902
01:02:59,233 --> 01:03:01,777
IN MY OWN WAY,
MENTALLY,
903
01:03:01,903 --> 01:03:05,697
AS I MASTURBATED ON THE TRAIN
AMONGST OTHER PEOPLE.
904
01:03:07,742 --> 01:03:09,576
YOU MASTURBATED
ON THE TRAIN?
905
01:03:09,702 --> 01:03:11,620
- ON THE SEAT?
- YES, OF COURSE.
906
01:03:11,746 --> 01:03:13,747
(train rattling)
907
01:03:17,210 --> 01:03:19,836
(Joe's voice)
I DID A JIGSAW PUZZLE.
908
01:03:19,962 --> 01:03:21,296
(Seligman's voice)
A JIGSAW PUZZLE?
909
01:03:26,093 --> 01:03:28,720
(Joe's voice) I FOUND DETAILS
IN THE OTHER PASSENGERS
910
01:03:28,805 --> 01:03:31,431
THAT REMINDED ME
OF JEROME.
911
01:04:11,806 --> 01:04:13,849
BUT IN THE LONG RUN,
912
01:04:13,975 --> 01:04:16,184
I COULDN'T HOLD ON
TO THE DETAILS OF HIM,
913
01:04:16,310 --> 01:04:18,270
NO MATTER
HOW HARD I TRIED.
914
01:04:19,689 --> 01:04:21,273
MAYBE THAT'S
HOW IT IS WITH MEMORY.
915
01:04:21,399 --> 01:04:24,568
YOU... YOU REMEMBER
SILHOUETTES,
916
01:04:24,694 --> 01:04:26,611
THE ESSENTIALS.
917
01:04:26,737 --> 01:04:29,990
BUT THAT'S NOT NECESSARILY
A BAD THING.
918
01:04:30,116 --> 01:04:32,409
(water trickling)
919
01:04:32,535 --> 01:04:34,703
(Joe's voice) OF COURSE,
AS SILHOUETTES IN THE WINTER,
920
01:04:34,829 --> 01:04:36,788
THE TREES ARE DIFFICULT
TO TELL APART.
921
01:04:36,914 --> 01:04:38,456
SEE THESE BUDS?
922
01:04:38,583 --> 01:04:40,709
(Joe's voice) MY FATHER
WRESTLED COURAGEOUSLY
923
01:04:40,835 --> 01:04:43,295
WITH HIS FLORA
AND TREE TYPE GUIDES.
924
01:04:45,590 --> 01:04:46,882
IT'S ACTUALLY...
925
01:04:48,634 --> 01:04:52,721
THE SOULS OF THE TREES
WE SEE IN THE WINTER.
926
01:04:52,847 --> 01:04:55,140
IN THE SUMMER, EVERYTHING
IS GREEN AND IDYLLIC,
927
01:04:55,266 --> 01:04:56,933
BUT IN THE WINTER,
928
01:04:57,059 --> 01:04:59,936
THE BRANCHES AND THE TRUNKS,
THEY ALL STAND OUT.
929
01:05:00,062 --> 01:05:01,771
JUST LOOK AT HOW CROOKED
THEY ALL ARE.
930
01:05:03,900 --> 01:05:05,650
THE BRANCHES HAVE TO CARRY
ALL OF THE LEAVES
931
01:05:05,776 --> 01:05:07,068
INTO THE SUNLIGHT.
932
01:05:08,613 --> 01:05:11,197
IT'S ONE LONG STRUGGLE
FOR SURVIVAL.
933
01:05:14,785 --> 01:05:16,494
(Joe's voice)
MY FATHER SURPRISED ME
934
01:05:16,621 --> 01:05:20,332
BY CALLING THE NAKED TRUNKS
THE SOULS OF THE TREES.
935
01:05:20,458 --> 01:05:23,043
A POETIC THOUGHT
THAT WAS RARE FOR HIM,
936
01:05:23,169 --> 01:05:25,170
AS BY HIS OWN ACCOUNT
937
01:05:25,296 --> 01:05:27,714
HE PREFERRED
THE EMPIRICAL SCIENCES.
938
01:05:31,052 --> 01:05:33,136
(Seligman)
AND AFTER JEROME?
939
01:05:33,262 --> 01:05:35,430
I REACTED...
940
01:05:36,641 --> 01:05:38,266
WELL, LET'S JUST SAY,
941
01:05:38,392 --> 01:05:40,060
AGGRESSIVELY.
942
01:05:40,186 --> 01:05:41,937
HOW?
943
01:05:43,189 --> 01:05:46,274
BY INTENSIFYING
MY HUNT FOR MEN.
944
01:05:48,319 --> 01:05:50,153
YOU KNOW
THESE SUPERMARKET DOORS
945
01:05:50,279 --> 01:05:53,740
THAT OPEN AND CLOSE BY WAY
OF SOME KIND OF SENSOR?
946
01:05:53,866 --> 01:05:56,785
NOW COMPARE
THESE DOORS TO MY CUNT
947
01:05:56,911 --> 01:06:00,705
AND ADD AN EXTRAORDINARILY
SENSITIVE SENSOR.
948
01:06:02,750 --> 01:06:04,876
MY SENSITIVE DOOR OPENING
949
01:06:04,961 --> 01:06:07,128
GAVE ME AN OPPORTUNITY
TO DEVELOP
950
01:06:07,254 --> 01:06:09,047
MY MORPHOLOGICAL STUDIES
951
01:06:09,173 --> 01:06:11,257
FROM LEAVES TO GENITALS.
952
01:06:16,389 --> 01:06:18,598
I EMBARKED
ON A TRIP THROUGH
953
01:06:18,724 --> 01:06:21,017
WHAT, IN THE LINGO
OF CHILDREN'S BOOKS,
954
01:06:21,143 --> 01:06:25,188
ONE MIGHT CALL THE COUNTRY
OF THE BIG BLACK COCKS...
955
01:06:27,817 --> 01:06:30,110
THE COUNTRY
OF THE SMALL YELLOW COCKS
956
01:06:30,236 --> 01:06:32,237
AND SO ON.
957
01:06:32,363 --> 01:06:34,322
AND MOST OF ALL,
I BATTLED MY WAY
958
01:06:34,448 --> 01:06:37,283
THROUGH AN UNTOLD NUMBER
OF CIRCUMCISED COCKS.
959
01:06:39,912 --> 01:06:42,163
BY THE WAY, DID YOU KNOW
THAT IF YOU COMBINE
960
01:06:42,289 --> 01:06:44,791
ALL THE FORESKIN
CUT OFF THROUGH HISTORY
961
01:06:44,917 --> 01:06:47,836
IT WOULD REACH TO MARS
AND BACK AGAIN?
962
01:06:54,218 --> 01:06:56,219
(train passing)
963
01:07:08,107 --> 01:07:09,858
(Joe) MRS. H.
964
01:07:24,707 --> 01:07:27,500
- BY NOW I HAD BUILT UP
A SIZEABLE CIRCLE OF MEN...
965
01:07:27,626 --> 01:07:28,668
(beeps)
966
01:07:28,794 --> 01:07:30,462
...AND WAS STARTING
TO HAVE TROUBLE
967
01:07:30,588 --> 01:07:31,671
REMEMBERING WHO WAS WHO.
968
01:07:31,797 --> 01:07:33,882
(Man) Hello, sweetheart.
Want to meet?
969
01:07:34,008 --> 01:07:35,800
- (beeps)
- (Man #2) It's Fisher.
970
01:07:35,926 --> 01:07:38,887
I'm lying here, thinking
of you and what you said.
971
01:07:39,013 --> 01:07:40,889
I'm not angry at all
if that's what you think.
972
01:07:41,015 --> 01:07:43,475
- (beeps)
- (Man #3) Hi, Joe, it's Rob again.
973
01:07:43,601 --> 01:07:45,393
I had a really good time
seeing you.
974
01:07:45,519 --> 01:07:47,479
- Give me... give me a call.
- (beeps)
975
01:07:47,605 --> 01:07:50,648
(Man #4 Hi, Joe, I left
a couple of messages.
976
01:07:50,775 --> 01:07:53,109
- Is everything all right?
- (Joe's voice) I QUICKLY GAVE UP
977
01:07:53,235 --> 01:07:56,279
TRYING TO REMEMBER
THE INDIVIDUAL RELATIONSHIPS.
978
01:07:56,405 --> 01:07:58,823
IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE,
979
01:07:58,949 --> 01:08:02,160
AND IMPOSSIBLE TO PREDICT
WHAT THEY WANTED TO HEAR.
980
01:08:03,370 --> 01:08:05,663
SO I INVENTED A METHOD.
981
01:08:05,790 --> 01:08:07,499
(clatters)
982
01:08:09,085 --> 01:08:11,336
(Joe's voice)
IT WAS ALL BASED ON CHANCE.
983
01:08:12,546 --> 01:08:14,506
(clatters)
984
01:08:14,632 --> 01:08:18,009
A ONE MEANT
AN OVERLY LOVING ANSWER.
985
01:08:21,138 --> 01:08:24,933
A TWO, NOT QUITE AS PASSIONATE
BUT STILL POSITIVE.
986
01:08:25,059 --> 01:08:26,684
AND SO ON UP TO FIVE,
987
01:08:26,811 --> 01:08:28,520
WHICH WAS
A COMPLETE REJECTION.
988
01:08:28,646 --> 01:08:31,147
AND SIX,
NO ANSWER AT ALL.
989
01:08:33,692 --> 01:08:36,194
(beeps)
990
01:08:36,320 --> 01:08:38,029
(rings, clicks)
991
01:08:38,114 --> 01:08:40,490
(beeps)
992
01:08:40,616 --> 01:08:42,158
HEY, EDDIE, IT'S ME.
993
01:08:42,284 --> 01:08:44,160
LISTEN, I'VE GIVEN IT
A LOT OF THOUGHT
994
01:08:44,286 --> 01:08:47,080
AND I'VE COME TO THE CONCLUSION
THAT WE'RE DONE.
995
01:08:47,164 --> 01:08:48,748
- BYE.
- (beeps)
996
01:08:48,874 --> 01:08:50,333
(Joe's voice)
THE TRICK WITH THIS METHOD
997
01:08:50,459 --> 01:08:52,127
WAS THAT
I DIDN'T HAVE TO WORRY
998
01:08:52,253 --> 01:08:54,045
ABOUT THE INDIVIDUAL
RELATIONSHIPS...
999
01:08:54,130 --> 01:08:56,631
HI, PATRICK, IT'S JOE.
1000
01:08:56,757 --> 01:08:59,217
...BUT INSTEAD BECAME
COMPLETELY UNPREDICTABLE,