of course there is a price to pay
after i lost my pure self i won't be able to hear the gods voice anymore
however that's the only thing so
as far as i am concerned
to not be able to do something for you is worse than not being gods messenger
when i see back at my past i...
who never received love from my mother
who was deceived from the one i loved with my whole heart
and who didn't had a chance for a life full of light and happiness